Shocked.

16 days.

Auspicious.

Innovative.

"I don't know which will come first - rock 'n' roll or Christianity."

"Yeah we all shine on, like the moon, and the stars, and the sun."

"Time you enjoy wasting, was not wasted."

"Reality leaves a lot to the imagination."

-John Lennon

Native.

I love powwows.

Oxymoronic.

Isn't it strange how your thoughts sound when you say them out loud?

Tonight I made perfect sense of the crazy things going around in my brain. I just had to say them out loud to someone who would listen.

[Thanks Fogarty]

I have come to the realization that I have never been more confused about my life than I am right now.

I have always prided myself as being this put together person who knew exactly what she wanted out of life. I can't ever remember having any serious doubts or confusion.

Now that is all I am filled with...

Doubts and confusion.

But do you want to know something funny?

I am happiest I have ever been.

That is the one of the few things I am not doubting.

I am happy.

I am content in this state of utter chaos and I find that there is something so beautiful about that.

I don't know what my life is, and I am in love with everything about it.

Awestruck.

I'm a horndog.

Human.

My apologies for the semi-bipolar posting lately...

I am a child of Krishna*

*Hindu god of change

Absolute.

"You are going to be absolutely fine."

-H.H.

Yes I am.

I just needed someone else to tell me.

Thank you.

Ugh...

I wish my hair would grow

I wish I wasn't so easily captivated

I wish I had a dog

I wish his face wasn't blank in my dreams

I wish I knew what I wanted

I wish I wasn't so far away

I wish my macbook wasn't cracked

I wish I had some answers

I wish the sun would stop stalking me

I wish someone would write me a song

I wish it was Decemeber 16th

I wish I would stop pretending I am happy being alone

I wish I liked vegetables more

I wish you won't read this as a sad post

I have an incredibly blessed life & I am grateful

I just wish I could sleep.

Universal.

11/22/2010:

The dynamic planet, Mars, links up with the luckiest planet, Jupiter, in your horoscope today, which means you can achieve great things. Whether what concerns you most right now is making progress at work, or finding a new outlet for your talents, you can see clearly see what direction to go in. You also have the drive to make things happen. Don't hold back.

Aimless.

Everything it seems I like's a little bit sweeter, a little bit fatter, a little bit harmful for me.

[Diet coke, postcards, chinese food & Christmas trees]

So please be kind if I'm a mess.

Nerdier.

Today was another museum day.

The LA County Museum to be specific.

A combination of classic and contemporary art.

It's a place of wonder.

This took my breath away...

Cupid playing with a butterfly, 1802

Antoine-Denis Chaudet

Gorgeous.

Nerdy.

Elephants, sparkly gems, and dinosaur bones.

The Museum of Natural History is a good time.

Surviving.

Leave all your love and your longing behind,

you can't carry it with you if you want to survive.

[I'm nobody's baby]

Cheerful sadness.

If I were to pick one song to describe myself at this very moment; this would be it...

Forward.

"I must thoroughly realize I know nothing at all; it is the only way to get ahead."

-Edgar Degas

Jolly.

All the stores are setting out decorations and playing carols, so I think this is the perfect time to establish my Christmas list...

Wrist warmers

{real mittens aren't necessary during a west coast winter}

Fur scarf

{faux of course}

Black zip wedges

{drool}

But what I would like most is to be back in Minnesota and enjoy the holiday with my family.

One month and 2 days!

;)

New crush.

Yum.

Celebratory.

My little sister turned 9 today...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY...you little weirdo!

I LOVE YOU!

:)

Taken away.

If you haven't seen The Young Victoria, go rent it.

You will not be wasting your time.

Everything about it is amazing.

The story, the costumes, the acting {Emily Blunt & Rupert Friend}, and this song.

Never has a piece of music ever moved me as much as this one does.

{It gets really good around 1:50}

Turn your volume up as high as it can go and close your eyes.

It's pure magic.

Overwhelmed.

I bought photoshop today [finally].

So naturally I've spent the last 3 hours playing with it.

I'm a little off my game since I haven't used the program for several months, but I like the way this one turned out...

Before:

After:

If any of you have suggestions for cool actions or templates, let me know!

Thanks :)

Loopy.

I want a perm. A spiral one.

I have the straightest hair on the planet and I've always envied people with crazy curly hair.

I'm totally going to try it, I just have to wait for my hair to grow about a foot...

Pee Ess - All credit for my new header goes to the talented Hannah Honeyman. Thank you!

:)

Bliss.

Another fabulous California weekend.

Friday:

After art history, I took the bus to The Grove. I got a cute dress on sale and talked to a cute boy on the bus. Then got dressed up went out with a couple of NSE girls to a restaurant called Ketchup on Sunset Blvd. It's owned by Ashton Kutcher.

We had a good time.

Saturday:

Went to the mall in Topanga with my friend Caroline. Stacey London was there. To say I was excited would be an understatement. I worship her. It was really fun to listen to her talk. We also got our makeup done for free. Airbrush foundation is one of the greatest inventions ever. [Too bad there is no way I can afford it.]

It was a good day.

Unfortunately my Sunday plans include cleaning and studying. I guess vacation can't last forever...

Impulsive.

My most recent purchase.

I'm excited about this one.

Hopeful.

Progressive.

So as many of you know, I like hair cuts.

^This was me in March ^

The shortest I've ever gone.

It was fun for a little while but it was safe to say it wasn't the best choice for me.

But look at me now! I can put my hair up!

This is quite an accomplishment for me.

I've got a long way to go until I reach my goal of having a braid but I'm getting here.

:)