Hurt.

When you are bored, don't go fishing, at night, on the edge of a river, with a lot of rocks...

But I think my pride was hurt more than anything...I fell in front of everybody. So embarrassing.

Confident.

Today was the first time I had ridden a public bus. I was expecting it to be packed with people, gross seats and really jerky. Well the seats were nice, there were not a lot of people on it but it was a pretty jerky ride. 

The girls and I rode to downtown Fargo to browse around at all the cute little shops. We found the cutest vintage shop right off of Broadway that had the coolest stuff. Everything from vintage cameras to wallets and they had vintage dresses and appliances. The store even had that musty vintage smell. 

Classes were good today. 

I LOVE COLLEGE! 

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Ready.

So today was my first day of college classes. Foundation Design 1 and Math 102. I wasn't nervous until I was finished getting ready and then I realized that I was about to go to my very first college class. Wow. I really can't believe it, but I am so glad the time has come. 

Tonight's main event was The Boondock Saints. A bunch of us gathered in floor lounge to watch it. I have to say it is a pretty kick ass movie. Definitely one to consider the next time you plan to rent a flick (unless you have small children)

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Delighted.

After a long day it was nice to just chill out and watch Step Brothers with the boys from across the hall. 

Bittersweet.

Well the time has come. Tonight is the last night I will sleep in my own bed as a permanent resident of my parents home. I really can't believe how fast my life is going. Well I guess that is just the way it goes.

Unfortunately the past couple of days I have had to say good-bye/cya later to a bunch of really good friends who I am going to miss dearly. Last night at a bonfire I said good-bye/cya later to one of my very best friends. She has helped me so much and kept me strong through my darkest days. It was heart breaking to have to say good-bye but I got through it (after about an hour of crying). It was really hard for me to tell her good-bye because she has taught me a lot about myself and I didn't even realize it until I was hugging her good-bye. It is really hard for me to imagine my life without some of these people but I know for a fact that I will see my friends in the future but right now the 'future' seems so far away. 

I move up to MSUM tomorrow bright and early. 7:30 AM ugh. I am really excited and nervous. Excited to meet new people, have my own (shared) space, have more freedom, and get a fresh start. I am nervous because I am on my own. I am nervous that I won't be able to succeed. I am scared that I will fail. 

I know that I am not alone and the majority of college freshman are feeling the exact same way but I feel a little lonely. Really lonely actually, but I believe in my dreams and I have confidence that I will be able to make the right decisions and get through college with ease. But you never know. 

Stay tuned, exciting things to come...

Disbelief.

Well in exactly one week from now I will be on my way to Moorhead to move into my home for the next school year. Room 252 in the East Snarr building. 

I just can't wrap my head around the fact that I am moving out of my parents' home, my home, and going to college. I have been thinking about going to college since I was a freshman in high school. I always thought of it as a fantasy and never really thought the time would come. But it sure has. 

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Joy.

Roommate Report: Our shopping date went extremely well! I couldn't believe how much we had in common. It was completely crazy! What freaked my out the most was we would be looking around in a store and pull something off the rack to show the other and we would be holding the exactly same thing. Oh and it didn't just happen once or twice, it was at least 5 or 6 times. How weird. I guess it was fate that we got chosen to live together. 

Anxious.

So tomorrow is the day that I am meeting the girl that I will be living with for my first year at Minnesota State University Moorhead. We have been talking on Facebook and texting each other and she seems like an awesome girl. I think we are going to get along really well. We have the same sense of humor, we like the same music, and both of us are totally into art. 

I just hopes she likes me. 

Tired.

Today my sister and I were invited to take a trip to Como Zoo with my friend and her little sister. It was really fun, but a little exhausting.

Lauren came home with a decorated face. It is ADORABLE!

Excited.

It is official. I am a blogger, and excited about it. To some people it might be a strange thing to start at 2:00 a.m. but I guess I have ran out of things to do. 

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