Lost.

I'm stuck in between a rock and a hard place.

I love California.

The sun, sand, space.

Everything is so picturesque,

and really scary.

I have never been so alone.

I knew I would feel like an alien but I never thought I would be sad about it.

I find myself wondering what the hell I am doing here.

I never knew how much I relied on my family and friends until now.

Now when I don't have either of them.

It feels like I'm drowning.

I just need one friend.

Or even just one hug.